Enchantment.

I need to change my attitude towards life. I need to focus on what really matters; and if He isn’t paying attention or he does not care anymore, then why should I? I tried for pretty much two years. That is more than enough. I don’t need you. I just thought you were a good person, someone who was there for me when my friends weren’t. And you were, up until a few weeks ago. And I’m stupid because I should have just let go. Shouldn’t have looked back, but i did, and it hurt like hell. Does it make me sad? Yes, beyond belief. I got my whole life ahead of me, and you don’t need to be there. If you wanted to, I would let you. But you don’t so i just have to suck it up, and forget you. Move on. I don’t really need you as a boyfriend, who cares, i could have you as a friend, but you are just so rude. What kind of guy makes you fall in love with him, treat you right, and then get jealous at EVERY single guy, get mad, EVERY single day, and THEN treat me like i’m a fucking slut. No, I am not. & you may be a nice guy, but you have problems. Why would you ever be so cold and cruel. Seriously, you only want to be nice because i said i was going to buy you gifts. Bitch, I will give you the money and leave if that is what you want because I dont need this. I can do SO MUCH better. You even said it yourself. So, goodbye. I’m done with you. Not completely, but i will begin to let you go. and by the time i wont see you, i will be healed.

This is stupid of me though because i know that i cant take it. I will probably be with you again tomorrow. UGH.